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2024-04-02 12:59 am

2024 Goals - March Check-in

I thought I'd have more time in March, but it flew by so fast! The end of school has gotten rough. I've got a couple big projects to get done in April, but I'm hoping I can squeeze in some time for my 2024 goals

I'm also hoping to post a bit more on Dreamwidth soon. I've got a couple ramblings I want to type up for here, so maybe those will get done in April or May.


Goal Updates

I've made a good amount of progress at exploring the city I'm currently living with. There's just four or five more small trips out I want to accomplish. One of these is to go back to a shop that has a painting I've been thinking about since I first saw it (very pensive bird. it was great)

I've finished drafting the "damn, baby" series and am putting it down for a few weeks before I go to edit it. I think it will be ready to post before I move in July.

My temperature blanket has 6 weeks left-- which means six weeks until I graduate! o_0

I'm starting a few practice journal bindings to give to friends, and I'm hoping to post them on here.


March Stats

  • 7 books read
  • 6 movies, 1 musical, 1 show, and 1 season of Supernatural watched
  • [tumblr.com profile] flashfictionfridayofficial prompts filled (you can read them on [tumblr.com profile] fourohfourrealitynotfound ) and 2 fics drafted
    • I spent a total of 8 hours 39 minute spent writing 9,506 words (18 wpm)!!!
  •  1 craft completed - 3 fridge magnet scrappy canvases! (I need to take photos of what I mean at some point)
    • I spent 12 hours 28 minutes on crochet
    • I spent 14 minutes on tatting
  • I made 7 baked goods! (Including some sourdough bagels that I nearly sliced off a finger for! and some divine brown butter chocolate chip cookies)


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2024-03-04 12:43 am

2024 Goals - February Check-in

February has been a month. I finally finished with the main portion of some extracurricular obligations and can actually spend some time for myself next month (after I catch up on homework). Here's hoping March goes better for me... spring break here I come!

Goal Updates
I have one more fic done in "damn, baby, you've got me good" and started the fifth fic in the series. There's six total, so the end is in sight! (But then I have to start editing, as I've decided to leave it for the end of the series . . . that's a end of March or April problem.)

I'm starting to branch out with sourdough, as I accomplished sourdough pancakes this month. I'm looking forward to tackling bagels next.

My book reading seems to be on track. I'm finishing up the last arc in my reread of the 39 clues series and have started rereading the Maze Runner series.


February Stats
  • 3 books read
  • 2 movies and 2 seasons of Supernatural watched
  • [tumblr.com profile] flashfictionfridayofficial  prompts filled (you can read them on [tumblr.com profile] fourohfourrealitynotfound ), 1 fic drafted
    • I spent a total of 8 hours 47 minutes drafting 10,255 words (19 wpm). This is a decrease in amount and time spent written, but a higher wpm than last month.
  • 1 craft completed (a tatted band to go around a pill bottle, to be cast as a mold for a glass class I'm taking)
    • I spent 12 hours 57 minutes on crochet
    • I spent 1 hour and 4 minutes on tatting
  • I made 3 baked goods! (Sourdough pancakes, a box cake mix with white chocolate buttercream, and my favorite chocolate craving cake)


I realize I haven't been super active on Dreamwidth, but I've got a couple of essays floating around in my head that I'd like to write up and post here. So look forward to that when I have time over spring break.

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2024-02-29 11:32 pm
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Crochet Trans Dino

Presenting: a gift I made for my roommate while they were getting top surgery. It's a little crochet dino with top surgery scars! My roommate has named him Cain and he has been their recovery buddy this past week.

Green and blue crochet dinosaur from the front. It has top surgery scars sewn on.

Green and blue crochet dinosaur from the side
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2024-02-02 12:05 am

2024 Goals - January Check-in

I've decided to do monthly check-ins on my 2024 goals to help me say on track! This will also include a bit more stats about hobby work I've done over the past month


Goal updates

Honestly, I haven't had much time to work towards a lot of goals, because of some extracurricular stuff I'm wrapped up in through the end of February.

I have managed to do a bit of writing for "damn, baby, you've got me good", revive my sourdough starter, and read 6 books towards my goal of 75! Pretty good for a very stressful month.

January Stats

  • 6 books read
  • 2 movies, 1 musical, and 2 seasons of Supernatural watched
  • 3 [tumblr.com profile] flashfictionfridayofficial prompts filled (you can read them on [tumblr.com profile] fourohfourrealitynotfound), 2 fics drafted, and 1 fic edited
    • I spent a total of 18 hours 1 minute spent drafting 16,298 words (15 wpm)!!!
  • 2 crafts completed (my crochet hook holder and a couple crochet dumbo octopi)
    • I spent 6 hours 40 minutes on Tunisian crochet
    • I spent 11 hours 42 minutes on crochet
  • I made 3 baked goods! (A self-rising flour cake, a sourdough loaf, and some pumpkin chocolate chip muffins
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2024-01-29 10:46 pm

Snowflake Challenge #15 - Fandom Wrapped

In continuation of my attempts to do the [community profile] snowflake_challenge , here's my 2023 Fandom Wrapped!

Your top 5 fandoms for 2023 were:
Voltron: Legendary Defender and Lockwood & Co. I wasn't really writing for any other fandoms. I did bookbind a couple fics from the dnp fandom and started rewatching Supernatural though!

Your top 5 fandom spaces (Discord, Twitter, etc.) in 2023 were:
Tumblr, Ao3, Discord. I just started using Dreamwidth in 2024 and haven't really used anything else for fandom.

The top 5 things you did to contribute to fandom in 2023 were:

Writing fics and a couple headcanon posts on Tumblr. I don't typically do much outside of that haha

Your top 5 most appreciated fandom contributions were:
I don't really know how to answer this one. I appreciate everything people do in fandom, because it wouldn't be a fandom without it.

Bonus questions:


Your fandom personality in 2023 was:

Quiet blossoming writer? I'm not super active online but I started writing and posting a lot more fic in the past year.

In 2023, you discovered:
So! Many! Writing spots! Over summer I was in the state where I'm moving to more permanently in July and I took the opportunity to explore the local cafes in search of writing spots. I also discovered the best pancakes ever (Caramel Macchiato pancakes at the Friendly Toast)

Your fandom home in 2023 was:
Ao3. I got a lot more comfortable posting on there in 2023.

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2024-01-23 11:31 pm
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Snowflake Challenge #12 - Personal Win

I've been doing the Snowflake Challenge, and here's my response for today's prompt.

My personal win so far this year has been writing just over 14k words since the first of the year!

Admittedly I had a bit more time in the first couple weeks because of school break, but I've survived the first week of classes while still getting a bit of writing done. I've been motivated to try to make more time for myself to write and inspired by a lot of fic ideas.


The downside is that this is creating a lot for me to edit. But that's a problem for this weekend!
 


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2024-01-22 10:52 pm
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On: When an Idea is Ready

I'm the kind of writer that one would label as a "planner." I have to know at least a general beat-by-beat of what's going to happen before I sit down to write something.

My question for other planners is: do you feel like you have an innate sense for when an idea is "ready" to be written?

Mostly I think it's just having a sense that something is missing in a work. Like my current WIP, there's one plot point that I don't fully understand the motivations behind, so I'm reluctant to start because I want to figure out that piece of the puzzle before I get too far (in case it influences other parts).

I think the other half of feeling ready, at least for me, means being in the right mood to write it. My brain has to actively want to engage with the idea to make sitting down to write it palatable.

Thinking about it more, with my hands too dry from having just washed my sourdough jar, I'm reminded of a sourdough starter. This is the idea, an ingredient that makes the work "rise up" so to speak, not the final product. But sourdough starter is a living organism, a culture of yeast that has periods of high and low activity. In order to be ready, it has to be fed the right ingredients and reach an activity "peak" for optimal bread results.

So, what are your thoughts on this? When do you feel ready to write something, and how do you help yourself get to that state?
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2024-01-20 01:11 am
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Snowflake Challenge #10 - Five Things [Books to Read]

If you saw my new year goals post for 2024, you know I'm hoping to read 75 books this year. For the tenth [community profile] snowflake_challenge, here's five books I'm looking forward to reading this year
  1. "The Lost Hero," from Heroes of Olympus by Rick Riordan. I reread the original PJO series last year, but I remember liking the second series a bit better so I'm looking forward to reading it again. It's on my holds list right now and available soon!!
  2. "Six of Crows" by Leigh Bardugo. People have been recommending this to me for like five years, so I'm anxious to see what the hype is about. After the disappointment of the Mortal Instruments this past year, I'm hoping that this book lives up to its reputation. This one is also in my holds list, 16 weeks away.
  3. "Secret of the Old Clock" by Carolyn Keene. I used to love the Nancy Drew books as a kid and I got inspired to try to read as many in order as I can when I read "The Colorado Kid" this winter (the writing style and mystery just reminded me of the old Nancy Drew books a lot). This one is also in my holds list, but we've reached the holds list length where Libby gives up and says "several months"
  4. "The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes" by Suzanne Collins. I reread the original trilogy while working on some binding projects last year and fell in love with the way Collins wove in the social commentary to a captivating book. I'm a little nervous for this prequel because I hate when people tack on something to a piece that was perfect as is and then fail to capture what made the original good. But some people have said it retains that social commentary and good quality writing from the original three, so I'm taking a leap of faith here.
  5. "Fablehaven" by Brandon Mull. I LOVE this series and have wanted to reread it for years, but my library doesn't have the audiobooks (if there are any). So I'm waiting until summer when I've got more time on my hands and can read them again.
And that's it! Anyone have recommendations for books I should add to my list for this year?

I'm contemplating posting book reviews on Dreamwidth, but I'm not sure yet. I just finished "Spoonbenders" by Daryl Gregory and thought it was good, but I'm not sure it's worth a longer book review than the bit I threw on GoodReads.

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2024-01-15 06:11 pm

Crochet hook holder!

Here's my first Tunisian crochet project-- a little project crochet hook case custom fit to the supplies I normally carry around. Pardon the subpar images

By the way-- does anyone know how to get google drive set up to host images for Dreamwidth? I found some old guides and other guides for using GDrive as a general image host but for some reason none of it is working.


Open crochet hook case

Closed crochet hook case

A quick overview of the pockets / design:

The right side is for hooks, and has sectioned off sleeves inside the pocket for each one. I'm hanging my stitch markers from the flap since it's stitches and a convenient place to put them. The top one on the left is for scissors and has extra padding to prevent them from stabbing through. The middle one is for scrap yarn and has my yarn needles threaded through the outside of the pocket. The bottom is a more general pocket which currently holds a measuring tape, a yarn cutter, and some safety pins. The flap on the left edge is partially to keep the scissors from sliding out but is also how the case closes-- I slide the right side under the flap and friction holds it shut pretty well. I may add buttons later on.

Overall I'm decently happy with it, since it holds exactly what I need and has been working well form me
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2024-01-15 02:48 pm
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Writing Resources and Tips

I'm halfheartedly doing [community profile] snowflake_challenge (school takes up too much time, ugh), and I've made this for challenge #7!


I spent 2022 and 2023 struggling to get into a rhythm with writing, and these are some of things that have helped me develop a writing habit. Very casual list of tips and resources here, probably only really helpful if you're a beginner.
  • Lower your standards. I'm a perfectionist and my inner critic prevented me from writing for literal years. Abandon your standards and just get through the damn draft, with placeholders and notes to yourself when you don't want to forget to change things. You can always fix it when you edit.
  • Ignore the piece for a while before editing. Seriously, don't look at the piece for a week after you write it. This gives you a chance to cool off after writing it and lets you get fresh eyes for editing.
  • You can also ignore your piece to get through writer's block. You know when you sit down to write and it's agonizing and you just don't want to do it? Don't do it. Take a step away. If you've got problems for where to go next, your subconscious can work on it if you occasionally return to it in your thoughts, and that can help you stumble on a solutions. If you are just burn out, this gives you time to recover. Come back occasionally and only write when you feel like it. Life's too short to force yourself through it.
  • Use a designated writing location to get yourself in the right mindset. I use cafes for this mostly. It's the same psychology as studying where you take the test or only sleeping in your bed: your brain will have a better time writing when its like "hey I'm in the writing place!"
  • Use music to get in the mood. I think a lot of us already do this, based on the number of fics with songs in the title haha. But seriously, even if the fic isn't based on a song, you can use music to help get in touch with the emotions you want to write. Having a bad day but need to write fluff? A cheesy love song can help you get there. This is also literally why people make character / fandom playlists, I've realized.
  • Can't get started? Writing sprint! There's something about a 10 to 15 minute timer that can really jumpstart the brain. I like pomofocus.io for helping to time multiple smaller sprints. If you look up "Writing Sprints" you can find multiple tools to help you do a sprint or guides for doing sprints with a series of write and rest times.
  • Need a lower stakes goal? Try Camp Nano. This is great if you're intimidated by Nanowrimo but still want to try the goal thing. I really like their goal tracking chart and the way it projects how much more you need to do per day to make your goal in time. I've halfway recreated it in Sheets for my Supernatural watchthrough (that Sheet deserves its own post), and I'm tempted to make an Excel template for others to use. Thinking about it more, you could also just make your own monthly goal for word count or amount written and track it to motivate yourself.
  • Looking for a writing platform that works on your phone AND computer? Try OneNote. Okay OneNote is kind of a piece of shit. I have issues with it showing duplicate notebooks when I try to rename them. But you can get the basic version in the browser for free, it's all backed up automatically, and it's got a good system of Notebook > Section > Page that's great if you like having many files to separate things. Generally, for my longer works, the Notebook is the work, the Sections separates meta stuff (outline and ideas) from the fic and the author's notes, and the Pages are each a chapter (or a chapter's author notes in that Section). If that makes sense. I also use this for writing down my ideas, since it's easy to keep organized while still being quick to open to jot something down. I've got a notebook for ideas divided by type (original work vs fanfic vs poem, etc) with a page for each idea.
  • Wanna count your words but using a platform like OneNote that doesn't let you count words? Use WordCounter.net. That's it that's the tip. You past it in the text box, it counts it. The cookies also save what you last pasted which can be useful if you forgot the number and closed the tab
  • Read. Seriously, go read other fics, go read actual books! Reading tells you what you like and don't like as techniques and can help you improve your technique
  • Look at "literary" writing resources / classes. While I am generally not a fan of literature-only snobs, taking a more formal writing class or reading a more formal writing resource is a great way to improve your craft. "Writing craft techniques" is probably a decent search term for finding this kind of resource. I'm minoring in creative writing and it's helped me with things like trusting my reader instead of over explaining, accepting feedback, balancing "show" and "tell," balancing "scene" and "summary," improving my details to make scenes seem more "real," and getting over the fear of writing. One resource from my classes I can share off the top of my head is "Wonderbook" by Jeff Vandermeer, a good writing resource for worldbuilding.
  • Can the critics. One of the best pieces of advice I ever got from my classes was about handling internal critics and perfectionism. It comes from "Shitty First Drafts" by Anne Lamott. Here's the best part (last two paragraphs) quoted for you, a bit about getting rid of the critical voices in your head when you write:
"Close your eyes and get quiet for a minute, until the chatter starts up. Then isolate one of the voices and imagine the person speaking as a mouse. Pick it up by the tail and drop it into a mason jar. Then isolate another voice, pick it up by the tail, drop it in the jar And so on. Drip in any high-maintenance parental units, drop in any contractors, lawyers, colleagues, children, anyone who is whining in your head. Then put the lid on, and watch all those mouse people clawing at the glass, jabbering away, trying to make you feel like shit because you won't do what they want.-- won't give them more money, won't be more successful, won't see them more often. Then imagine that there is a volume-control button on the bottle. Turn it all the way up for a minute, and listen to the stream of angry, neglected, guilt-mongering voices. Then turn it all the way down and watch the frantic mice lunge at the glass, trying to get to you. Leave it down, and get back to your shitty first draft.

A writer friend of mine suggests opening the jar and shooting them all in the head. But I think he's a little angry, and I'm sure nothing like this would ever occur to you."


This is the only version of the full article I can find. As backup links, here's one without the last five paragraphs and here's one that is only the last five paragraphs. No clue why so many versions cut out the last five paragraphs, when those last two are the best damn part.


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2024-01-15 01:49 pm

Snowflake Challenge #8 - My WIPs

I'm halfheartedly doing the Snowflake Challenge to get introduced to Dreamwidth, and in following with today's prompt, here's all the things I'm working on

Fanfic things:
  • A fic with the working title "Polite Company," which is a Klance (Voltron) Valentine's fic based on the song "Polite Company" by RKS. The premise is that Keith wants to confess to Lance on Valentine's Day, but he ends up trailing Lance around while he tries to help everyone else have a good Valentine's Day. This was finished drafting this week, and I've set it aside to simmer so I can edit with fresh eyes before it goes up on Valentine's Day
  • "it's much less picturesque without him catchin' the light," which is part three in a five part series of Klance 5 + 1 fics. Accidental five part series; I was in the middle of drafting the first two parts when I listened to "Arabella" by the Arctic Monkeys when I got possessed by the idea for the ending of a third part that would stretch into a three part arc. So I'm working through the drafts for all of that so I can post them with less time between later this year. There's two scenes left in part three.
  • While listening to "Arabella" for the other fic, I made the mistake of listening to some other songs on AM and now I'm possessed by the idea of writing a Locklyle (Lockwood & Co) fic based around the song. If you're in the Lockwood & Co server you may have just seen me rant about this. So that's going to start drafting after I finish the Arabella-based fic.
Crafty things, since this is blog is supposed to be for crafts too lol
  • Tunisian crochet case for my project tools-- This one is technically done but I'm including it as a WIP because I need to post about it still, oops
  • Temperature blanket-- This one is going strong! I'm back up north and there's a massive cold snap right now (if you're in the great lakes region you know), so I'm getting to use more cold colors now
  • Dumbo Octopi-- I've been building up an army of these as gifts for a gift exchange that's supposed to happen this month but idk when.
  • Boreal throw blanket-- This one I need to pick up again. It's about half done, as I have a little of one cake left and a whole second cake to add.
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2024-01-04 10:50 pm
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2024 Goals

Here's some things I want to accomplish in 2024!
  1. Explore [City I’m living in for the next 4 months]
  2. Write + post “damn, baby, you’ve got me good” (series of klance 5+1 fics I’ve been working on)
  3. Tat (lacemaking tecnique) a necklace
  4. Do more sourdough (pancakes, bagels, pretzels)
  5. Finish my temperature blanket
  6. Bind more of “The Blonde Collection” (my project to bind my favorite works by leblonde)
  7. Write (at least part of) “it takes three to play catan” (working title for my giant Keith/Lance/Hunk fic)
  8. Organize something
  9. Read 75 books
  10. Curate a more positive internet experience
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2024-01-04 05:41 pm

Welcome to the new blog, I guess

Hi everyone! I'm Ruby (he/they), and I'm very new to Dreamwidth/LJ-format, so please bare with me while I figure it out.

This space is mostly going to be dedicated to my physical creative pursuits. I crochet, bind books/fanfic, tat (lacemaking not tattoos), and more. I mostly just want to document my projects here and talk about them a little bit. I also post about them a little over on my crafting side-Tumblr [tumblr.com profile] hook-line-and-crocheter

That being said, I am open to possible including a few more topics on this blog

I write, mostly fanfic but I have some original ideas floating around too. You can read my fics on [archiveofourown.org profile] fourohfourerror, and I post about them a little on my writing side-Tumblr [tumblr.com profile] fourohfourrealitynotfound. My current fandoms I write for are Voltron and Lockwood & Co., but I'm re-watching Supernatural with the intent of getting into those fics soon. I currently don't plan on posting original writing that much beyond the snippets I occasionally do for flashfictionfriday on Tumblr

I'm aroace and also enjoy discussing aspec topics (asexual and aromantic identities, community history, and the breakdown of social relationship hierarchies).

And yeah, I think that's it. Feel free to reach out to me, give me Dreamwidth advice, recommend communities (or music or books or shows of whatever).


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